Insecurities lyrics

[Verse]
Allow me kindly to explain
I’m fine I'm ever-changing
Never quite the same as yesterday
But who can blame me
It's such a shame we feel the same
Maybe in a couple years
We’ll find a way to rationalize our fears
But I am nowhere near fine
With who I have become

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe that’s what you want
Maybe that’s what I need
But ever since we fell apart
That remains to be seen

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby don’t play the fool (Cause you’rе certainly not)
Foolin' me (And you’re not my queen)

[Chorus]
Baby no it’s not an option
I can’t bе bought
And it’s not an auction
There ain't no stopping the beat (hallelujah)
I’ll say it again
Can't believe (hallelujah)
Call your friends and see (hallelujah)
I’m finally free
And the bitter-short-sweet times come to an end
Look out! (Oh yes)
I’ve paid my price
You’ll be in a cast in what we haven’t said last [?] (It was wrong)
Walking even keeps me up at night
Thinking what we are and what we could be
Maybe that’s what you want
Maybe that’s what I need
To live my life while guided by my insecurities
Maybe that’s what you want
Maybe that’s what I need
[Verse]
'Bout time I had a friend in Jesus (Oh oh!)
Got my truths happy daunting me [?]
Maybe if I play my cards right (Cards right)
I just might
Live for eternity
But maybe that would be good though
To live a life of ability
To say there are no tears in heaven
But these tears are the ones that built me

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe that’s what you want
Maybe that’s what I need
But ever since we fell apart
That remains to be seen

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby don’t play the fool ('Cause you’re certainly not-)
Fooling me (And you’re not my queen!)

[Chorus]
Baby no it’s not an option
I can’t be bought
And it’s not an auction
There ain't no stopping the beat (hallelujah)
I’ll say it again
Can't believe (hallelujah)
Call your friends and see (hallelujah)
I’m finally free
And the bitter-short-sweet times come to an end
Look out! (Oh yes)
I’ve paid my price
You’ll be in a cast in what we haven’t said last [?] (It was wrong)
Walking even keeps me up at night
Thinking what we are and what we could be
Maybe that’s what you want
Maybe that’s what I need
To live my life while guided by my insecurities
Maybe that’s what you want
Maybe that’s what I need
[Verse]
Oh don’t you know
I don’t believe in ghosts
You’re the one I miss the most
Came so close to sacrificing all my-

Wants and needs (Too tired to-)
Have big dreams (So tired of-)
Feeling weak
Thinking you were my remedy!
Now we're aspiring like enemies
It’s a fit
One can only wonder how it came to this
Have you seen the way he dressed?
f*cking pretentious!
Caught on the shoulder to the sleeve
Till the miss of the sleeve [?]

[Bridge]
Like it's Christmas
Take advantage of the presents
Because the future presented issues
Problems you refused to mention
Used to screwing over others
Finding leverage in evidence
To back up your messed-up sense of insecurity
Complex assessing the patience of those who you once called friends
Lingering anxiety but to what end?
Have nothing left that I can say in my defense
It haunts me that one day it might come back again
[Outro]
Oh, don’t you know
I don’t believe in ghosts
You’re the one I miss the most
Came so close to sacrificing all my

Oh, don’t you know (Maybe that’s what you want)
I don’t believe in ghosts (Maybe that’s what I need)
You’re the one I miss the most
Came so close to sacrificing all my-
(To live my life, guided by my insecurities)

Oh, don’t you know (Maybe that’s what you want)
I don’t believe in ghosts (Maybe that’s what I need)
You’re the one I miss the most
Came so close to sacrificing all my-
(To live my life, guided by my insecurities)