ASHES lyrics
by Alek Olsen
I know you’ve moved on
And I get that, yeah I do
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you
Look, I am overthinking everything I've ever said to you and my demons are f*cking me the f*ck up
I am stuck in my own jail, a lock up
And I could try to try again and I could try to be your friend
But you will always be more to me even though I know what I want is something that we could never be
f*cked up times when we don’t talk at all
What if there wasn’t any pain, at all
What if we could just fast forward, to a time where there is no rain on our parade
A lovely day
It’s a hard f*cking pill to swallow
But the toughest part is letting go, I know
And I could never promise you that anything would ever work
Because I am not trying to sell a dream to you, for what the f*ck it’s worth
I am nothing but a drip in the sea and the day you moved on was the day everybody grew six feet taller than me
I know you’ve moved on
And I get that, yeah I do
I never thought it would be this
This hard to lose someone like you