​matthew lyrics

[Verse 1]
Skater shoes and faded Levis
A mixtape of your favorite b-sides
That polaroid of us still lives beside my bed
I know I can't avoid it but I try my best (Mhm)
I wanted to be you back in '05
But it gets hard when you're so little and you're lost
And you're left picking up the pieces
Of a world that kind of stopped

[Chorus]
So why the hell did you leave so fast?
'Cause shooting stars are never meant to crash
Were you in pain and I just couldn't see?
Thought it'd all make sense when I was 23
That you'd be therе when I need you most
Despite a million milеs, would we still be close?
Would you fall in love, make her your wife?
Would you have a kid?
Would they have your eyes?
I guess we'll never know
I guess we'll never know

[Verse 2]
The time it passed and I f*cking let it
'Cause it still hurts when I don't forget it
The numbers on my chest I put my blood in ink
When I talk about the best I wish it didn't sting (Mhm)
The hardest part is just accepting
That this sh*ts hard
'Cause I'm good and then I'm not
Looking for reasons in the pieces of the you that I've still got
[Chorus]
So why the hell did you leave so fast?
'Cause shooting stars are never meant to crash
Were you in pain and I just couldn't see?
Thought it'd all make sense when I was 23
That you'd be there when I need you most
Despite a million miles, would we still be close?
Would you fall in love, make her your wife?
Would you have a kid?
Would they have your eyes?
I guess we'll never know
I guess we'll never know