1 step forward, 3 steps back (Demo) lyrics

[Snippet from Driving Home 2 U]
Called you on the phone today, just to ask you how you were
All I did was speak normally, somehow I still struck a nerve
You got me f*cked up in the head boy
Never doubted myself so much
Am I pretty? Am I fun boy?
Hate that I give you power or that stuff
It's always 1 step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
Yeah its 1 step forward and three steps back
I'm the angel and the devil but you're always a good man
Yeah you're always the good man