In a rut lyrics

I dont know why i got into this
Spitting writtens I’m cursed to be with the witnesses
I’m far from picture is
Wondering why all you mother f*ckers listen to this

Why you listen to me spit
Coz I’m raw
Why they be saying that I’m lit
When I’m a war with my self
I talk to my self
Try Walking out the door but I can’t walk on my self
Like my father did
And his father before him
I would kill that c*nt if I ever saw him
I should start a f*cking club
Of c*nt with no dads accompanied with no love
I been coming up next
On the way to the top I wanna be the best
Stay with the day ones but f*ck the rest
I got no love c*nt I can’t give any less

And all you c*nts who dissed me
I guarantee when I’m dead then you’ll miss me
Sitting getting tipsy
Remembering me and rapping along to this beat
And all c*nts that had my back
From saying goodby to dad or when I began to rap
I wanna thank you for that
And apologise coz I ain't able to pay you back for that

Thinking bout this sh*ts got me f*cked up
Thinking I was sh*t I was stuck in rut a c*nt
Chilling I’m just living with no love c*nt
Thinking I was sh*t I was stuck in a rut c*nt x2