Pain lyrics

[VERSE 1]
I’m milking bongs so my Gaty be the the Milky Way
I’m passing buegs and I’m dropping while we passing jays
Seshing with mate and i don’t even know his name
But lately ain’t the same my life be going up in flames
You wonder why I can’t be f*cked any more
I wonder why I’m f*cking drunk on the floor
I’m wondering where it all went wrong
But no more
Chilling ima kill em like I’m hitting a four
I been f*cked off deez drugs from a young age
Depressed c*nt numb the pain we let these buds blaze
Junkie c*nt I thought I was past this stage
Coz life ain’t free you could die a runaway

I’m in pain
But I soldier through
I don’t give a f*ck I say I told the truth
Letting go of the shotty for proof you are gonna lose
Put you in a grave coz I body the booth
I’m sitting thinking why the f*ck am I alive
Chilling in my room doing nothing with my life
Spitting f*cking beats and always getting f*cking high
I won’t be living on the streets I won’t die alone tonight

[Hook]
[VERSE 2]
But I pack a cone
I’m in the dark on my own
Suicidal thoughts while I’m sparking a cone
It’s the last thing I know
Writing lines on my phone
I’m just chilling I’m just waiting when’s my time to go
I dunno I need to numb the pain
But at the same time the pain is numb in a way
It’s f*cked up and there is nothing you can say
I’m just sleep and I dream about a razor blade
I’m just playing I’m not actually stressing
Anything can happen and that’s another life lesson
Forget about the pain that I’m always addressing
I need fame for that sh*t I was destined