Soleboy lyrics

I took another hit

Scotty just caught him a body
Baso made another hit


f*ck it
Forever lit
Im gettin' drunk as sh*t
Soon as I heard this sh*t I just started crying my eyes keep waterin'
I miss my kids I bet they wonderin' where their father went
Might not be man before i get to hit the park with them
Livin' in the ghetto we was po' but we had fun
That money got me strugglin'
I don't remember none of this when i had nothin'
I was bad at work I was in the closet tryna find my dad gun
I don't know for sho' but i just thought that i was supposed to have one
Meanwhilе im in juvenile whole timе i ain't even know i had a son
You ain't told me about it
I ain't even know

You ain't told me about it
Girl like I ain't out here wildin' why you ain't told me that I had a son
Now lookin' back at sh*t I did like "yeah that was dumb"
Girl that was dumb
Some of the most stupidest stuff that a n*gga did but it was all for love
She wasn't my b*tch but I told him said dont put his hands on that woman
I tried to kill a n*gga in life for tryin me and my big cousin
Me and E
We was just goin' to lunch
Gone eat bout my boys
Who [?] beef then I must indulge
Livin' in the bricks he wasn't rich but i say i was spoiled
'Cause being a baby I got away with sh*t and I ain't do chores
Mama i'm sorry for trippin' on Christmas 'cause I ain't get no toys
Now that i'm a man I understand that life was really hard
Droppin' bars thinkin' bout all my n*ggas behind the bars
n*gga told on site then he died on the bike while he was gettin' charged
My future bright but it's just allot of darkness in my heart
I pray no smoke don't come my way cause I know ima take it way too far
Ain't no forgivin' i need my vengance please forgive me Lord
Lil' n*gga keep beggin for my attention ima send him to you God
Mama i need you to stop believing everything you see on blogs
Can't nobody say the no sh*t about me cause I be high, way on mars
Ain't f*cked her in so long she want to go to court this b*tch done called the lawyer
Saying im doing her wrong I love my kids feel like they took her spot
If i could do it all over i would be more selfish with my f*cking time
Trynna bring n*ggas with me who ain't even want to see me shine