#Fakesmilesweatyeyes
[Intro]
Fake smile sweaty eyes and i say I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes
Fake smile
[Chorus]
Fake smile sweaty eyes and i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes and i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes and i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes and i say that I'm fine
[Verse]
Getting beat up
Had a really long day
Teacher asked me bout the bruise on my face
Told her that I got it when i really tried to skate
You treating me like a disgrace!
Try to tell somebody they don't hear me when I speak up
Bout me out here getting beat up
But I really just regret it
Say I’m crying for attention
That’s why I keep it bottled up
Don’t believe me anyway!
You hitting me I’m just a kid
You the reason I’m slitting my wrist
You bully me just like my friends
I’m putting my life to an end
Are you here?
No
There?
No
Hiding behind that chair?
Maybe..
Hiding behind my scars
I'm hiding because I’m scared
It’s crazy!
You're the reason why I never leaving my room
And always anxious flinching
When you make the slightest move
Because dad, I’m f*ckin' scared of you
You god damn, b*tch!
f*ckin' spilled my macaroni
I get that life is hard
But why you gotta take it on me?
[Chorus]
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine
[verse]
Yuh
Yeah, yeah
Last December I remember
Your belt hitting my skin
I saw my blood dripping
And my cries and i was whimpering
It did not stop you
You kept going
For years and years
I dealt with this
Its getting annoying
Had to silence my cries with my tears
Hide the bruises and my fears
Don’t let no one touch me
No one help me
Got me thinking they gone push me
Like you did, DAD!!
I’m human after all
I have emotions can’t recall?
I’m kept up at night
By these demons That i fight
Yeah
[Chorus]
Fake smiles, fake smiles
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine
Fake smile sweaty eyes but i say that I'm fine