Can’t Decide lyrics

I said I want it all from him
He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride
But I don't wanna feel my past come up
In interactions, I just can't let it slide
No, I don't wanna sabotage myself
You know them demons wanna get inside
And every toke is just an ask for help
Every tear is just a blessing in disguise
I said I want it all from him
He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride
But I don't wanna feel my past come up
In interactions, I just can't let it slide
No, I don't wanna sabotage myself
You know them demons wanna get inside
And every toke is just an ask for help
Every tear is just a blessing in disguise

Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
I said I want it all from him (I said I want it all from him)
He said he needed time to decide
But he treat me like an option
Thinks I won't block him, I just cut the ties
No, I don't wanna sabotage myself
You know them demons wanna get inside
And every toke is just an ask for help
Every tear is just a blessing in disguise

Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey
Catch me on the downside
I'll, I'll be heading up in a while chillin' lowkey

And I don't wanna cry
I know you don't wanna see me cry
And you know I don't wanna run
But the truth won't let me stay in your life
'Cause, boy, your love is like a drug

I said I want it all from him (I said I want it all from him)
He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride
But I don't wanna feel my past come up
In interactions, I just can't let it slide
No, I don't wanna sabotage myself
You know them demons wanna get inside
And every toke is just an ask for help
Every tear is just a blessing in disguise
I said I want it all from him (I said I want it all from him)
He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride
But I don't wanna feel my past come up
In interactions, I just can't let it slide
No, I don't wanna sabotage myself
You know them demons wanna get inside
And every toke is just an ask for help
'Cause, boy, your love is, boy, your love is like a drug
'Cause, boy, your love is like a drug