13 (i love you mom) lyrics

[Verse]
Life is so strange
It seems I'm the one that's inflinctin' the pain
I'll never be happy if I am to blame
When I am gone, that's when death know my name
I'm tired of this sh*t, I gave all I could give
How can I die when I'm destined to live?
She says that she loves me but that will not last
I'm a mistake, there’s no changin’ the past
Look at my mama, I put tears in her eyes
I ain't the only one left to despise
[?], that is why I am numb
f*ck it, look at the man I've become
Stare at the stars as I stand here, alone
Stare at the stars as I stand here, alone
Stare at the stars as I stand here, alone
Stare at the stars as I stand here, alone

[Outro]
13, 13
I am 13
I am XiiiDolor
XiiiDolor
XiiiDolor, yeah, that's me