Eyes Closed lyrics

[Intro]
Seen so much sh*t
Aye, hold up

[Hook]
I done seen so much sh*t, I'm scared to let my eyes closed
I'm shining in the dark, you see me with a blindfold
I went toe to toe with b*tches with no mind control
Had to get it how I live, then break a band, didn't even fold
Clothes musty, dusty
Could nobody still touch me
pus*y was the tightest, could no n*gga round f*ck me
Hard up in the hood, I'm the female [?]
But I got my own story, street n*ggas say they love me

[Verse 1]
Met a n*gga Von, he be suckin' on my tongue
A n*gga turn me on when he be thumbin through them funds
Slide up on the block, pass out shawty and some ones
Pick me up around 10, we be f*cking for the funds
I don't know about no other b*tch, but Asian raw
Gutta young fly chick, all the drip it cost
Hold a n*gga down, might f*ck around and take the fault
Give me loyalty not love 'cause feelings tired, these b*tches lost
You ain't from 'round my way, so it's f*ck ya
Crackers took my mother, and my brother, and my lover
Cold ass world, I used to think this sh*t was lovely
Till I jumped up off the pourch and started rapping, I can't trust 'em
Let some fool b*tches in my circle, they was wishin'
Knew the hoe was basic, I was slippin on my pimpin
Caught up in the game by my lonely, I ain't trippin
Couple M's up on the way, I gotta focus, gotta get it, ay
Mamma called it Grammy missin', too busy to answer
Living like a savage so it's hard to set examples
Whole life I had to fight like diagnosed with cancer
Everybody wants some from you when you're doing what they doubted
[Verse 2]
Ay, tears steady fallin', but the money steady callin'
Wipe my own eyes, think i'm fallin', silly b*tch you lost it
Never took no handouts, I been working 'till exausted
On the real, I ain't had to sign that deal, b*tch, I been ballin'

[Outro]
I done seen so much sh*t, scared to let my eyes closed
I'm shining in the dark, you see me with a blindfold
I went toe to toe with b*tches with no mind control
Had to get it how I live, then break a band, didn't even fold
Remember I was dusty
Could nobody still touch me
pus*y was the tightest, could no n*gga round f*ck me
Hard up in the hood, I'm the female [?]
But I got my own story, street n*ggas say they love me