Sanity (I’m Not Okay) lyrics

So I'll find somebody else, and you'll kiss somebody new
But no matter how many bodies I have, none of them are you
And you know what?
You told me that I don't care and that kind of rubs me in the wrong way

Cause you know what, I really f*cking cared
Cause when you just went away and everything was fine
I was just stuck here, stuck here staring at this f*cking ceiling
Contemplating everything, contemplating life, death

And I think that I might've lost my sanity a little bit, so
I'll just smile and pretend that I'm okay
But I'm insane so I'll just smile and prеtend that I'm okay
I'm insane, so I'll just smile and prеtend that I'm okay

Yeah I'm insane, so I'll just smile and pretend that I'm okay
But I'm not okay