Paranoid Thoughts (What If) lyrics

What if I can’t save one
What if I never made a difference
What if I find the love of my life
And I still decide to be a sc*mf*ck
And get me a mistress
The cloud of witness is a hoax
And I’m the only that’s faithful
What if Sally told me
I’m a shallow, ungrateful ass
Cheating sc*mbag
What would I say though
What if I gave all that I had
And still never got to stack the racks
What if I poured more years into my craft
And all they say is
“Foo why you always trying to act black”
If my music doesn’t reach the fans
And I don’t bring anyone to Christ
What if I led a culture of pot smoking teens
And misogynistic boys with the way I lived my life


What if (x9)
What if you not the prophet that you claim that you are
What if besides doing good you ended up causing more harm

What if I never succeed
With these raps and beats
And I have only 8 people
Defending me
On Twitter saying that I’m the greatest emcee
What if I lost my discipline
Gave into the sin
Of maliciously attacking others
What if I can’t discern
The truth and falsehood
And come to view and see
These false prophets as my brothers
What if I deny Jesus
Muchso like Judas and Peter
What if I do become a star
But only the gay dudes want to be my cheerleaders
What if those I loved
Never repent of their ways
That their hearts stay hardened
And they just keep on being gay
What if all my efforts were pointless
And I never bring change