[Hook: Tyler Farr]
You were that whiskey running through my veins
You were that first sweet taste of Mary Jane
All alone in the darkness watching my hands shake
But they don’t have a rehab for heartbreak
[Verse 1: MiindGame]
Every day I wonder if I ever told the truth, I know so well that I'm hurting you
But I'm hurting too, and there's only so much that I know to do, you don't even know what I'm going through
You were such a fool, but I'm foolish too, holding on to you
Ignoring the truth that you let me loose, but I doubt you'd do better with your brain abused?
I can't think straight, every day confused, every time I refuse my heart gets bruised
You kept hurting me until my heart was broken, you built my trust just to crush my hopes and
Everybody expects for me to cope and everybody recommends that I open
My heart again, so I can start again, date with a stranger, fall in love again
But I don't want it man, I've lost my love, and I'm losing friends, here's the truth my man
A thousand friends became less than ten, but at least I can count them on my hands again
I can't understand, can't comprehend, life's building sh*t up to tear it down again
And this time I really doubt that I can, get a grip on it man, I try but I can't
Recover the pain and get rid of the stains, I guess they thought Jay would be living the dream
But really I don't, I'm just living estranged, 'cuz living was strange without my Heleen
Every day is the same, I work then get paid, it's amazing how long that circle's remained
Every day that I wake is another mistake, 'cuz I don't really seem to care what'll happen to me
[Hook]
[Verse 2: MiindGame]
I remember what we used to be, perfect, now looking back all I see is broken memories, it's worthless
You broke me, you commited murder, my soul has died and left my body with an empty hole, I'm hurting
You closed the curtains, the burden of our love is constantly reflecting on the world and, you had my world end
It's crazy how one person can turn herself away from love, but you did and now our life is worsened, yeah
What used to be a minute ago is now a century away, I hate you, but still sometimes I wish you would've stayed
Then next to me you would've laid, as we dreamed about the future we would build and make, but now I'm awake and found out
My life without a kill you'd take, I never thought that we could seperate, now every time I check the clock it's late
It's over, there is no debate, still I wish it didn't end this way, alone I'll stay, so
Days have passed, months went by, to the point I'm way too old to cry, but still young enough to wonder why
I'm forced to live this life and die without your presence by my side, even though they said your love would be the real prize
But for me unfortunately, the odds are similar to a ticket to the lottery, how can it be
That life has this twisted way of taunting me to the point where I'm broken past infinity, lacking serenity
I'll always remember you, till there's no more memory left in me, as for you, I hope till the end you'll remember me
Even though now it seems like we're enemies, to me the sound of your name still feels like the perfect melody
We've broken cause of jealousy, now never fullfilling our legacy, we're sick without a remedy
I often have the tendency, to look you up on instagram to check your new identity even though that hurts me mentally, yo
[Hook 2x]