Am I Getting Through (Part I & II) lyrics

[Part I]

[Verse 1]
I am strong, I am able
I spill milk on your table
Then I crawl like a baby
Just to see if you save me
I am sweet, I am ugly
I am mean if you love me
I try hard just to please you
When I say I don't need you
I dress up with a conscience
When I think you'll be watching
I say all the right things
I don't know what I mean

[Chorus]
Am I, am I
Getting through?
Am I, am I
Getting through?

[Verse 2]
I am ignorant and rude
I am fashionably crude
But sometimes when it's quiet
I'm an angel in white
When I pose in the mirror
I want everyone near me
I am scared that I'm weird
I'm afraid, I am queer
I am lovely and weak
I am foul when I speak
I am strange when I'm kind
I am frying my mind
[Chorus]
Am I, am I
Getting through?
Am I, am I
Getting through?

[Bridge]
I don't care, I don't care

[Verse 3]
Jesus loves me, I know
For my mom told me so
I'm a loser at love
I'm a flower in the mud

[Chorus]
Am I, am I
Getting through?
Am I, am I
Getting through?
Am I, am I
Getting through?

[Part II]

[Verse]
Uh, don't you hate it when the money starts to running out
Your esoteric rants were made to twist and shout
I heard you moved and now you're hangin' on the Moulin Rouge
And don't you know no matter where you go
Somebody's always watching you
[Chorus]
That's what they say
That's what they say
And when the pages fade, the love we made
Will seem one hundred light years away

[Outro]
That's what they say
That's what they say