Feel My Pain lyrics

[VERSE ONE]
As I sit an position myself
Am I c*cky coz I only play my sh*t and listen to myself
Or am I striving for perfection? answer that
Ah f*ck it I c*cky and I about to perfect rap n*ggA!
And I roam these streets
Thats why my songs is deeper than death itself
I went from no food in the fridge to a platter on my shelf and I watch it
And y'all ain't gotta give me that but keep ya hand out my pocket HATERS!
Coz you makin me nervous it ain't worth it
We don't want no accident when I flip on purpose
Coz we don seen so many tragedies done
September 11th, 2001 REMEMBER
Like how could I forget I lost my man pop in that sh*t
Help me get a grip
I think I'm losing it doo
Because between life an death I be confusing the two

[HOOK]
And sometimes I don't give a f*ck if I live or die
But I think if I don't give a f*ck about myself who else will I'm stressin

[VERSE TWO]
Guess I was raised the wrong way
Thats why I walk around with the long eighth
And dun shed so many tears I have none left
Sometimes I sat and prayed for death
I feel like its 11:45 a quarter to 12
15 minutes to my days is over thats why its hard to stay soba
So I drink in the rain and smoke in the sun
And create my own clouds not have'n to think of the pain
Sometimes I think I'm going insane
I get mad and shout God's name in vain
Fogive me for my sins he got me laughin again
He got me back rappin again now help me choose my friends
My gats the closest one to me
But if my gun could take the stand and tell
Ill be doin life in jail
Like judge he made me do it
It ain't the gun its the n*gga behind it that shoot it, thats ruthless

[HOOK]
You see alot of n*ggas don't want drag to shine
Instead they wanna see drag locked up like my n*gga Shyne
So you know what they try to do, leave a n*gga behind
You know what it is, they envy me
Motherf*ckin n*ggas held me back for 3 f*ckin years
And motherf*ckin n*ggas left me for dead
Hopin that the world would forget but you know what?
They didn't forget, they bought me back
And now I'm in the greatest shape of my life
So now I'm on some sh*t like f*ck yall
All I give a f*ck about is my n*ggas and my n*ggas only
I'm on some sh*t like..

[VERSE THREE]
Yall can suck these off
Coz I don't need y'all to succeed y'all n*ggA
I know you like my word play early
Like nelly got country grammar like er day
I can go cold and still sell out shows
And make enough dough to get your feet choppin not about your toes??
For commin at me half steppin
Talkin like gangsta sh*t and ain't have no weapon n*ggA
Ah I got the best flow I be the best in the bronx
Coz I don't walk through the swamps
Strivin through the alleys of death
Recognize my destiny in life
Even if it takes my last breath n*ggA
I walk in places where it couldve been my last step
But god got me out of it
I love him and I'm proud of it
Now can you feel my pain
See what I see walk in my shoes an still gon' keep sane n*ggA!