Gangster Poem lyrics

Squeak Ru:

You know sometimes life is a trip
It can make you do mysterious thangs
And sometimes life is a b*tch
How do you deal with the pain?
n*ggas rather smile in my face
Stick a knife in my mothaf*ckin' back
Than to see my family doin' well
And my pockets steady gettin' fat
Since the age of 14 you know
I been representin' my neighborhood
G'd up every goddamned day
Puttin' it down foe the city of Inglewood
And I ain't asked nobody for sh*t
Ain't nobody had to front me no sack
Everything I got I did it by myself
And that's a mothaf*ckin' fact
But why when I'm doin my own thang
And why when I'm on my own grind
n*ggas wanna turn they back
And act like Squeak done switched sides
And even though I got n*ggas that I love
And n*ggas that I know is real
I still got them n*ggas that I wanna
Take my pistol and stick it to they f*ckin' grill
But have you ever been down wit the homies
Because you thought the homies was true?
Or have you ever been down wit the homies
And found out the homies ain't down with you?
Huh, player haters suck my di*k!!