Alyona Alyona — Залишаю свiй дiм (Leaving my home) (English Translation) lyrics

[Chorus]
I, I, I, I am leaving my home
I, I, I, I am leaving everything there
I, I, I, I am flying up
I, I won’t look down, won’t look

[Verse 1]
You know, I could stay myself forever
Only there, where my temple is
Unfinished game again:
Fight of inconsistencies on repeat. Why?
Walls that healed me hundred times
Old claydite mixed with concrete
Tons of memories along with buzz and moan
But still I was home. You hear it, home!
Shot? Miss!
The target is calling me again — means I’m ready
What’s next? Test or exam?
Empty streets or crowded hall?
What I’m leaving after myself: I wish somebody knew that
This is where I sank and got up from the bottom
Collected my true “Self” piece by piece
There are no stains, but you won’t even get their color off
And I
Leave it all behind, don’t want to hold any grudges
We are not perfect — curve line there, straight one broken here
Things you saw in the past is an experience for the new day
I will hide it in my heart
And I…
[Chorus]
I, I, I, I am leaving my home
I, I, I, I am leaving everything there
I, I, I, I am flying up
I, I won’t look down, won’t look
I, I, I, I am leaving my home
I, I, I, I am leaving everything there
I, I, I, I am flying up
I, I won’t look down, won’t look

[Verse 2]
I scattered the seeds so many, many, many times
And was waiting for the harvest so desperately
Scratched my knees so many times
I buried my life trampoline
I will be the one to excavate it
Heard millions of promises
Millions of persuasive words
But the trap is marked
Nothing to take here
Moving forward with renewed vigour
Don’t ask me to look back again:
I’m open to something new
To look back again
Just like a new foreside, like bright and fresh tag line
I follow the God, there is my reflection
In every camera around the corner
Lump in the throat. Coffee in the bottle
Everybody is interested in me like I’m a Comfy add
You will be looking at me, as usual
And you will feel something with you guts
No more words! I will get up and move forward
Where my heart leads me
Ready for a change I will dive in headfirst
Only the name left behind (my name)
I will hide everything else somewhere behind my ribs
And I…
[Chorus]
I, I, I, I am leaving my home
I, I, I, I am leaving everything there
I, I, I, I am flying up
I, I won’t look down, won’t look
I, I, I, I am leaving my home
I, I, I, I am leaving everything there
I, I, I, I am flying up
I, I won’t look down, won’t look