Break the cycle lyrics

Why do I sound like a dude that just needs a hug
Why am I so unscrewed why does dude need a lug
I guess that's what happens when you're betrayed by people you love
Emotions under the rug
Gettin' good at that, gettin' way too good at that
I just bottle sh*t up
Like my favorite cognac, yo f*ck that
Hold me back, mic me up
Yo let me flow this wack ass sh*t I wrote
And recently, my mental is so Iraq
I've trippin' for several seasons
Tip-toein' and avoidin' all these lego pieces
Metaphorically, of course, but Atlas
Tеll me where I bеlong in this almanac
Like, my girlfriend f*ckin' hates me, my dad doesn't talk to me yo
I've been gettin' lost in like all of the sauce in the bowl but
Yo I don't know whats up with that

sh*ts bad but it'll only feel worse
When your stuck inside focusin' on nothin' but your curses
Gotta find a way to break the negativity
Cuz life is f*ckin' tough but your tougher you gotta just believe it
sh*t's bad and it'll never hurt less
If you're layin' here obsessin' over everything your stressin' about
Gotta find a method to break the cycle
Gotta find a method to break the cycle, before it eats you alive
Why do I plug a message in every song that only you could possibly understand
And the worst part is you don't listen to them
And I know you already moved on and that's what's killin' me
Actually, it's how you did it so seamlessly yo
You know I don't even feel like an artist anymore
It's like at best I'm a f*ckin' comformist with just my thoughts on record
I think this life is just a typo
I've been feelin' mad psycho yo you gotta break that cycle phe
But honestly dawg, i don't think it's even up to me
And if it was, i don't know what i would change
It's just, it f*cks with me yo
And i really wanted to end on a positive note but
But it's gettin hard like when i'm constantly hit with these monsterous blows
It's so monotonous and slow and, sh*tty
And I truly don't know what's up with that

sh*t's bad but it'll only feel worse
When your stuck inside focusin' on nothin' but your curses
Gotta find a way to break the negativity
Cuz life is f*ckin' tough but your tougher you gotta just believe it
sh*t's bad and it'll never hurt less
If you're layin here obsessin over everything your stressin' about
Gotta find a method to break the cycle
Gotta find a method to break the cycle, before it eats you alive