Relapse; Signs. lyrics

When I awoke in a pool of sweat
Not a thought crossed my mind that I was reading the wrong signs
This all so meaningless to me, and as endless as it seems
I've been turning the other cheek to the thoughts that left me feeling weak
Every time this happens to me, I find more than good reason in speaking slowly
Yet I refuse to believe that the truth is a life
I'm at fault for the decisions I have made

I'm falling asleep
I swear I've seen this a thousand times before
It's like a metaphor that I can't ignore, anymore
This is the last time I remember crawling on my knees in desperation
I'm falling asleep again

Why can't I wake up? Time to wake up
Pretend everything's fine
Relapse, one more f*cking time

The grass is greener on the other side
All the time spent backpedaling seems useless
Because you never really get back what you've lost
But I've spent my life at the edge of the clouds
Obsessed with the sound, I'll never look down

Why can't I wake up? Time to wake up
Pretend, everything's fine
Relapse
Dear dreamer, did you ever think to cover your tracks?
Keep light on the footsteps
'Cause if the shoe fits, well the f*cking shoe fits
Come to peace with it and you'll breathe
Sanity, it never Seems to come easily to me

Dear dreamer, it's not my fault your life's a f*cking nightmare
It'll slip right through your hands
Dear dreamer, it's time you rub your eyes and look at your sad reality