​monster lyrics

[Intro]
Blackwinterwells

[Chorus: mental]
I don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not alright
I don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not all-

[Verse 1: mental]
You hold me back, I hold my breath
I'm terrified, don't know what it says
My heart is beating out my chest
And I'm stuck in a cycle, I'm spinning around
Away from you
And I'm trapped, I don't know what to do
I'll be fine, so will you
This ain't nothing for me to prove
And I just wanna be abused
You can tell me what I should do
I'll be waiting around for you, for you
[Verse 2: angelus]
Yeah, I'm stayin' up, I wanna go to sleep
Go go gadget by my side, I guess that's what I'll be
I seen that all my friends are getting tired of me
You don't feel me, you don't even know me
[?]
b*tches on me when I sit on the couch
Can't f*ck with n*ggas who use me for clout
I can not focus, I'm smoking on loud
Are you serious?
You can't f*ck with us
Your team hilarious
You're meant to fight alone

[Verse 3: grandee]
So you wanna sit around and f*cking think about it
I ain't have no time to go and f*cking dream about it
All I wanna do is go to Saks and blow my wallet
Got the eye for fashion, coat expensive, I don't care about it
[?] how you told me I would be a f*cking nobody
And now you always hitting up my phone, like please don't talk to me
I told you stay away so why you try to keep up stalking me
I got some snakes around me that's why I gotta keep it close to me

[Chorus: mental]
I don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not alright
I don't wanna lie
I swear there's a monster that's inside
It leaves me up, can't sleep at night
I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not all- Wells