​heaven lyrics

[Intro: blackwinterwells]
I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work
And every time I tell you how I feel you end up hurt
And I don't have much else to life, I've been so overworked
I need someone to help or I'm buried [?]

[Verse 1: mental]
I'm feeling weaker, weaker
I try not to look in the mirror
It makes every single problem with me become clearer
I don't even like the way that I am when I'm near her
Then shе makes me cry like a b*tch
I still try not to quit
It would takе what I've got to get up
But every single time that we kiss
It's like time don't exist
I promise you're heaven enough
Heaven enough

[Chorus: grandee]
I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work
And I don't like to talk the only thing that works is percs
I'm walking on the turf the only thing that's there is mercs
They put me on a shirt and I said I don't do it first
They mock me all the time and say that I won't be sh*t
But f*ck all the people that said all that sh*t
I will be something if it takes some hits
Fall off a building and stand up and miss
[Verse 2: blxty]
I can't breathe
The words you say take over me
It's so late and I fall asleep
I didn't know I was hopelessly falling into your arms
Your guess is mine, I don't know what the time is
Don't ask me how we are, please don't remind me
You know that [?] so grimy
Take out my whole heart 'cause I'm hopelessly, hopelessly
Falling into you
And I hope that we, hope that we
Finally have an agreement

[Verse 3: blackwinterwells]
I try to reconcile with those who left me burnt
But they laugh at my face and tell me I cannot return
Their image had me shattered in the mind, there's no one worse
But someone who would disappear at smallest sign of hurt
And I can't stop singing their praises at length
I'm longing for something I'll never attain
My spine is collapsing, unspeakable pain
It's someone else suffering, it's just me to blame

[Verse 4: kuru]
I made myself a personal purgatory
I say the same things everyday, it gets boring
And it's okay if you don't wan' hear my stories
I'll just go find myself to peace of the quarry
And what you want from me is more than I have in my belongings
But for you I'll still try my hardest to do it
And for a year I set my mind on all the wrong things
I spent like half of it just trying to intuit
And the boyfriend, the reflection, and that year is f*cking dead
I regret it but it's just a part of acceptance
I'm collapsing to the ground it's like the leaves the trees have shed
I been stabbed too many times for me to be in your presence
If somebody loves you it sure isn't me
Well at least that's what I'm telling myself
Can't contain all my words so I say you're my keep
So tell me what are your deciders
[Chorus: grandee]
I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work
And I don't like to talk the only thing that works is percs
I'm walking on the turf the only thing that's there is mercs
They put me on a shirt and I said I don't do it first
They mock me all the time and say that I won't be sh*t
But f*ck all the people that said all that sh*t
I will be something if it takes some hits
Fall off a building and stand up and miss (Tears)