Suicide Letter 2 lyrics

[Intro]
(Andyr)
(Yo, JIJ, turn it up)

[Verse 1]
Um, it ain't nothin' you can handle, just leave it up to God
Young n*gga bossed up, proud to say I beat the odds
Know I came up from dope dealing, killing and stealing cars
'Cause I ain't never seen the picture where I was it was dark
Now growing up man it was hard, no food in the house
Ma Dukes get on your ass, you put your shoes on the couch
I was running in and out, I ain't like being in the house
You seen a hustler at it's worst when that food in a drought
My n*ggaa Jaq off them Percs, they need to let twenty-one out
Man, I really got them bands, I ain't put diamonds in my mouth
I'm just tryna stack it up, man, I wanna make it out
My n*gga Leeke died, I wish that n*gga never left the house
I done turned into a man, nobody could understand
I was destined for greatness, lil' n*gga, it was God's plan
All that sh*t stress me out, I'ma leave it in God's hand
n*ggaa hitting off them cards, I just call him fraud bands
How you feel when they die? They put the blame on you
Street sh*t, break my heart, made your death feel new
Man I miss my n*gga Ralo, it's a shame on you
Why you left us all alone? I gave my life for you
I don't wanna cry no more, sad songs got me staring out the window
I want revenge, we gon' hit all his kinfolk
I got this Glock and it came with a di*k, bro
But I'ma hit though
[Chorus]
Uh, I just wanna change my life
There's some things I gotta handle that I know ain't right
Man, I love all my bros, they gon' roll with the pipe
Fell in love with the mic 'cause it better my life
Promise me we gon' ride, we gon' roll through the night
Really miss my granny, used to hold me tight
Now it's me against the world, so I'll hold my pipe
I might cry through the night, everything's alright
I just wanna be a better me
They say I'm going to the top, that's what they telling me
But I been going through some sh*t, nobody feeling me
But I been thinking 'bout Malik, I swear it's killing me
My n*gga still me, huh

[Verse 2]
Got your back 'til the end
Blood last forever, n*gga, you my best friend
I'ma ride, I'ma slide, for my n*gga Whop
And Spinz
Greenlight, boy, I love ya,
K-Spazz, you the man
Gotta tell my n*gga Zay I'ma buy him a Benz
Screaming long live Leeke, Q3 we locked in
J4 my lil' brother, in the stu' with Taliban
Free 2k and Chi, you know Jaq my main man
Lotta names I ain't mention, but we all locked in
I don't know when I'ma die, every day I scene
I needed the motivation, I was really finna quit
But I chased this rap sh*t, I'm really proud I did
Grandma, I did it, made this song in my feelings
It's a burden on me, really hope God lift it
They can't stop my shine, my life I'ma live it
Went hard the first time, swear to God I'ma finish
[Chorus]
Uh, I just wanna change my life (Andyr)
There's some things I gotta handle that I know ain't right
Man, I love all my bros, they gon' roll with the pipe
Fell in love with the mic 'cause it better my life (Yo, JIJ, turn it up)
Promise me we gon' ride, we gon' roll through the night
Really miss my granny, used to hold me tight
Now it's me against the world, so I'll hold my pipe
I might cry through the night, everything's alright
I just wanna be a better me
They say I'm going to the top, that's what they telling me
But I been going through some sh*t, nobody feeling me
But I been thinking 'bout Malik, I swear it's killing me
My n*gga still me, huh