Long Road lyrics

[Intro]
(Trademark)

[Verse]
My dog died in my face, so don't tell me how I'm 'posed to feel
n*ggas snakes, my circle small, confused now I'm doing pills
Tryna touch a million for my n*gga that got a million years
If I fall then get back up, forever God the only man I fear
I was just broke as hell, now that bag coming
Why you tell me not to flex? I ain't never had nothing
We got that sh*t right back in blood, my n*ggas smashed something
They ain't believe in Dot [?]
But I'm holding on, I'ma die alone
My n*gga died off that drank so I mix X and strong
Mama got weary on her face, why you left us alone?
Pain get worser by the day, lil' Leek just called my phone
Pain got me doing drugs, I really need a hug
Can't shake this sh*t on us, like, man, what the f*ck?
What if I quit today, I feel like giving up
What if I died today? Like, would you give a f*ck?
They hit my n*gga with that iron
Now I got demons on my mind, mama, mama
They shot my n*gga dead, one I called my brother
Leeky always on my mind, that's my dog forever
All this sh*t stress me out, I wish we died together
But gang gang got your back, I'ma ride forever
I just never understood, why lil' Leeky left lone
Swear to God I'm scarred forever, I ain't never moving on
We gon' slide 'til the opposition die
'Cause them n*ggas made me cry
Catch a killer, I'ma open fire
Don't know who to believe, man, everybody lying
I keep my feelings to myself
Never told no one when Leeky died, I tried to kill myself
'Cause it's nobody that feel my emotions
Wanna take the time back, like why the f*ck y'all open
So don't tell me it's okay
They don't feel what I feel, f*ck the world, I ain't straight
Man, I know I'm a star, wanna pick back up my Drac'
Tell a n*gga this for Leeky and go and take a n*gga face
Look Natasha in her eyes and I don't know what to say
Like why the f*ck my n*gga died? They'll never feel my pain
But I know that a n*gga heart gone
Mama help me, this sh*t turned your son cold
Never told my feelings, man, I feel like I'm alone
Now I'm popping pills hoping one day I'll be gone
I gotta live for my n*ggas, so I'm just gon' hold on
[Outro]
I'm just like, proud to say that I made it to where I came, you feel me?
We came from nothing, like, we was in the trenches for real
Bangouts broad day, running from the police, all type of sh*t
I remember we was on the porch, I'm having long-ass talks with [?]
And Leeky, man, I'm talking 'bout this rap sh*t, like
My n*gga like, "Man, my dog gon' blow, my dog gon' blow"
You feel me?
And it just like, it just f*cked me up
n*gga ain't here to see this sh*t
Him, John, Ralo, you feel me?
This sh*t was a dream, you feel me?
I ain't never thought I was gon' be here
n*gga thought I was gon' be dead or in jail or some sh*t
I just wanna thank God 'cause I'm still breathing