It's my time now motherf*cker
I've been on the the grind now
But I got a Lil thing on my mind now
Been late and I feel so behind now
Yeah on another binge Tryna find out
Where the f*ck I'm going
Drive with a blindfold on in a minefield bombs are blowing
Got a Lil pine rolled up and a kinda full cup and my mind sold up ain't slowing
So I'm zoning
I've been bested by this testing one too many times
In an intermission wishing for a blessing or a dime
Funny how the rest don't see just what they've missed until you die
Guess if I wanna be the best I gotta see death by 25
Been five years since my pen found ears and it feels like a lifetime
And that sound you hears me pounding the mic line is my lifeline
Been rough for a while but I'm up for it now that you've sent me at my worst I
Swear that I'll be back with another rap track even better than the first time
We gassing now
But I can't slow down need answers now
So I ain't got time for you asking how
Backroom for these b*tches all dancing now
Got girls showing off their asses now
Pick one and the rest just pass em out
G going so hard he passing out
The whole team with me we cashing out
Goddamn
Never think of bad just pretend I got a plan
I've done everything I can in the end I'm just a man
What can I say I've gone up and away and kept nothing for me
With all that I've paid we still can't agree what you want me to be
What you want me to be
We just struggling to get by is that what you want me to see
In a world that's full of lies is that what you want me to preach
Least if u go to my demise I'll do it confidently
With a bong looseleaf and a beat cd
We go for real
Cause the games changed but ain't over still
And I hear them talk like oh for real
That path he face looks so uphill
Guess too many gifts would be overkill
But the whole place looking like Cloverfield
Looking for these blessings and it looks like I'll be stressing till the second taht i get that f*cking hova feel
I've gone for miles
I'm tired of guessing
It's a gift and a curse affliction and a blessing
Writing with a pad and a pen has got me all confessing
When I should be past this I've made my mistakes and learned my lessons
I'm walking forth and I'm on a mission for Som get it real g
Man I talk the most when nobody listens give a f*ck if you feel me
I'm walking forth and I'm on a mission for Som get it real g
Man I talk the most when nobody listens give a f*ck if you feel me
Give a f*ck if you feel me
They tell me that I'm sick guess I need something to heal me
Just when did I turn to this I feel so lost from the real me
Stuck here here looking for a fix or at least something to fill me
Hope it don't kill me when these Fake faces telling me that I made it
Now they all be rating me when they were the ones who berated
Discriminated and hated they rigged the game but I played it
Feeling f*cking underpaid when I'd rather be overrated
I've waited since way too long ago
Like five js from being on a Roll
Got a little weed packed up on a bowl
And I've been on one like a monocle
See life's a test where you wanna go
Well the ABC we honor roll
Took Blood sweat tears but by next year you'll all be rapping to that song I wrote