Let Me Leave lyrics

Sometimes I just don't wanna breathe. Leave blood all over my sleeves
Suicidal fantasies come around too frequently. & I see
The world for what it is, not what it isn't
Agree, this dream, I would die to re-live it
& I'm slipping into darkness
This constant draft permits no flames & I'm not ashamed of the hardships
Sometimes I fall down wishing wells & I wish you well
b*tch, you tell people things you shouldn't, now they wish you hell
Someone pass me a f*cken life vest cuz I'm drowning in this self pity. I don't
Mean to be so negative on all my tracks but that's my f*cken mind state so I'm sitting
Upside down, right side up, sideways
Thinking that you understand, you'll never see it my way
My fangs I keep hidden, no jealousy permitted
The poetry that I write is my life & I really live it

Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within' me
Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see
So homie, just let me leave all the depression & anxiety within me
Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see

I swear I've been blacking out, having crying spells
Wake up in the morning like, "What did I do?" & I can tell
It's taking a toll on mind, body & soul
& I've been feeling this way since I was like 7 years old
"Just shake it off." "Don't be depressed." Hate waking up. & stress-
Literally feel it in my neck. Pivoting, tryna find the best outlet
For my anger, for the rage that's inside of me
& I know that truth can hurt but damn, I hate it when they lie to me
Don't try to be a 'substitute,' b*tch, I was not deprived
Just coz' my daddy left me & my mom had to provide
Deep inside... sh*t, it's coming out !
13 bars, sh*t, I'm running out !
I'm young, dumb & restless, there ain't nothing I can't run around
So don't come preaching to me thinking that you're gonna save me
b*tch, I'm not a baby. 21 & crazy. That's how Satan made me. Look at me sinning !
The poetry I write is my life & b*tch, I really live it