30 hours away throwwaway lyrics

Just woke up [?] this feeling
And today is gonna be really boring
‘Cause I’m always waiting for something to happen
Between you and me
And I want you to check my message
I just [?]
And it sucks I won’t ever see you in real life
‘Cause you live about 30 hours away

And [?] hurts all the time
‘Cause I’m thinkin’ of you
Wish I could [?]
‘Cause I was happy [?]
But now I think I’d rather die
‘Cause when it’s time
I’d like you call you mine