i hope i’m not alone (dysphoria) lyrics

[Intro]
Want me to be dead
(Want me to be dead)
They all want me to be
(Want me to be dead)
f*ck all your friends, they all want me to be dead
Am I Reeves, or am I them, or am I something else again?
Am I who I want to be, or am I just a mystery?
Take it all away from me 'cause I just lost identity-y-y

[Chorus]
Everybody wanna f*ck with me but I'm a mess now
Everybody wanna say my name but they don't know how
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of the same sh*t, I know everyone will fall out
Everybody wanna f*ck with me because I'm next now
Everybody wanna say my title they don't know about
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of dysphoria, I don't know if I'll come out

[Verse]
(Am I who I want to be, or am I just a mystery)
Do I need someone to really tell me who I am?
Do I need a f*cking sign strapped on my head?
Do I need a f*cking memory of traumatic experiences?
I don't know, I don't know, know, know
I know the way it feels ain't just unique to myself
But I don't know if I'll accept it 'cause I don't know what it spells
But if it's one thing that I know
I know I've been dead for a long ass time
And now I got to pay my debt 'cause
I've been living wrong for a while
But I just don't know where to place it
I get depressed, cause I don't know if I will face it
I smoke my weed and I make these songs
And I drink some alcohol that I might need to chase with
[Bridge]
(Am I who I want to be, or am I just a mystery?
Take it all away from me 'cause I just lost identity-y-y)

[Chorus]
Everybody wanna f*ck with me but I'm a mess now
Everybody wanna say my name but they don't know how
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of the same sh*t, I know everyone will fall out
Everybody wanna f*ck with me because I'm next now
Everybody wanna say my title they don't know about
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of dysphoria, I don't know if I'll come out

[Outro]
(Am I Reeves, or am I them, or am I something else again?)