A Man Apart (Intervention) lyrics

[Verse]
Momma say I'm the spittin' image of my daddy
Deep down, I know she wish she never had me
They ain't had faith in me when I started rappin'
I can straight drop, rerock and rewrap it
Everyday heavy, think about is suicide
My momma kick me out, she chose love over me
Then wonder why I don't put her before the street
Streets showed me everything I need to see
I seen my daddy on the concrete
For so many nights, I couldn't go to sleep
Nowadays, Auntie-boo talking to me in my sleep
Ain't nobody gon' love me like you love me
I was dirty as sh*t back in thirty-three
Now thе trap jump like Larry Bird thirty-three
Drac' go off, burn a n*gga in the third degree
My auntiе don’t like me and I don't know why
She can't look me in my eyes, let alone say hi
sh*t hurt but I never let it f*ck with my head
I blame you for my big cousin bein' dead
All a n*gga ever needed was a place to rest
Now he got a permanent place to rest
Why the f*ck you wanna show so much love now?
You ain't love him when he was thuggin', don't love him in the ground
When I die, don't come to my funeral
Don't hug my mother, don't try and soothe her
They don't even know what the f*ck I be doin'
Try and change everybody life wit' the music
My momma said, "Baby boy, you stress too much"
"Just like yo dad, you do too much"
But whatever a n*gga do is never enough
My sister told me, "I believe in you"
"Keep yo foot on they neck what you need to do"
I said, "I never thought I'd hear them words come from you"
She said, "I don't give a f*ck what they say about you"
"Just know I'm always ridin', won't play about you"
I love baby cuz like my baby brother
That's cuz but I call him my baby brother
There ain't nothin' in this world that we won't do for each other
Play wit' 'em if he want, b*tch, I will bury your mother
I told the Grim Reaper to take me home
You ain't gon' give me a ride then leave me alone
I stared death in the face so many God damn times
Stood ten toes wit' 'em every God damn time
Took three percs tryna calm my God damn mind
My grandma think I lost my God damn mind
I know I'll break her heart into pieces
If I ever told her what's on my God damn mind
'Stead I hold it down like everything fine
'Cause they say things get better in due time
Well I hope it do happen in due time
Before I get locked and have to do time
Treat me like a outcast, wanna single me out
Bullsh*t back-to-back, still ain't bringin' me down
My own fam, they don't like seein' my 'round
It's crazy, my family probably think I'll rob 'em
They act funny with me then I be ready to rob 'em
Don't get me wrong, that's my family, I'm not gon' rob 'em
But if I did rob 'em, it wouldn't be a problem
'Cause I never did nothin' wrong to nobody
My momma asked me why I don't be talkin'
'Cause when I talk they think I'm retarded
I be stuck in deep thought quite often
It's seven Percs left, I might off 'em
They ain't gon' be happy 'til they see me in a coffin
Or stuck in a wheelchair, not walkin'
I remember my grandma lied on me for no reason
And still, to this day, I wanna know the reason
They labeled me as shiesty and greazy
I'm slidin' for my dog whenever he need me
Seen Tito in my dreams like a day ago
He said, "No matter what, cuz, just play your role"
sh*t f*cked me up, I woke up sweatin' bad
Looked in the mirror, all I saw was my dad
I blinked and BK was behind my back
I blinked one time and everything went black
I opened my eyes, I'm bloody as sh*t
This the second time this sh*t happen again
Got me lookin' for cuz like "Where he went?"
Can't find pops, he gone inna wind
This sh*t ain't right, somebody playin' with my head
Seen Auntie-boo at the end of my bed
Been eleven years since she been dead
But every day, that sh*t still f*ck with my head
She had cancer, layin' in that hospital bed
Her last request was "Can you hold my hand?"
I be goin' through problems you will never understand
'Cause I never even reached out for her hand