Thin (demo) lyrics

[Verse 1]
Confusing friends for lovers 'cause they treat me like a human
Yeah I know that it's wrong
But something in me's broken
Get a kick from getting told I'm not enough
Start 'em young

[Pre Chorus]
I can't find the floor in my room
Everyone here looks just like you
There's no way out

[Chorus]
I'll get thin
And let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love
But he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then too

[Verse 2]
You call me when you're lonely
And I answer 'cause I'm hoping that it's more
Never is
Can I be blamed for trying?
Think if I just hold the line you'll never leave
Don't look at me
[Pre Chorus]
We talk until I'm sure that you're thinking
You'd love me if I looked different

[Chorus]
So I'll get thin
And let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love
But he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then too

[Bridge]
If I get small enough
Can I fit inside your head forever?
Or will I just become a shadow of somebody I preferred better?
If I'm only pretty now
Was I not pretty then?

[Chorus]
I'll get thin
And let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love
But he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then too