Mental Illness lyrics

Intro [0:07]
This is a story about mental illness
A time and a place where the will was vicious
Ambitious, malicious and f*cking overambigous
A thought pattern starts as innocent

Verse 1 [0:15]
Then evolves to a level unforgettable and then we revel with the devil
And our actions are regrettable
Inception will bring our biggest deception
Before we walk that path of perception
Will we make an exception?
Or will we fall from the interception
Now for the biggest lesson

Verse 2 [0:29]
Your depression and bipolar
Has you asking us the question
Are we stuck with this disorder
Are we stuck to feel this pain
Or is our brain just out of order
Can I fix it with a pill, or will I use it to distort her
Can I use it as a skill to end and stop this f*cking horror
Can I win it with a kill and take a prisoner of war
Bridge 1 [0:38]
Can I finally bring an end to all these f*cking moments
Of Panic
PTSD, and Manic
Spells that are hell
Bridge 2 [0:44]
Frantic levels of reaching Atlantis
Hypnosis evolving to Amylodoisis
Destroying your kidneys before diagnosis
Finding out now that your hope is now hopeless

Chorus [0:51]
Breathe now, it's about to get crazy
You’re about to get hazy
Now I feel like I'm lazy
Or mentally blinding
Just like a time less clock that's broke from ticking and grinding
The last gear off its base....

Chorus 2 [1:06]
In your face we will place
A case full of mace
Now embrace the chase
We will race and we’ll trace
The last moment
Where we chose to erase
The f*cking mental illness we chose to efface

Verse 3 [1:14]
Every single second ticking, motherf*ckers will be tripping
Until you catch them slipping, then I won't include the shipping
And when you get it you'll be flipping
From the banging and the ripping
And you'll give it up for stripping
With the fear that I've been gripping
And you'll wish you got a whipping
In the end you're f*cking limping
And whimping, and dripping in blood
Chipping away at the flood
Pushing and forcing our way through the mud
When can I say, enough is enough
Verse 4 [1:30]
Well never...
Cause in my brain, your head I will sever
Insane I will live, for now and forever
The one gift I got is I can I say I am clever
However the endeavor is forever impossible to reach
This is a lesson I'm about to teach
If you weren’t such a f*cking leech
These walls, I’m about to breech

Bridge 1 [1:44]
Can I finally bring an end to all these f*cking moments
Of Panic
PTSD, and Manic
Spells that are hell

Bridge 2 [1:49]
Frantic levels of reaching Atlantis
Hypnosis evolving to Amylodoisis
Destroying your kidneys before diagnosis
Finding out now that your hope is now hopeless

Chorus [1:59]
Breathe now, it's about to get crazy
You’re about to get hazy
Now I feel like I'm lazy
Or mentally blinding
Just like a time less clock that's broke from ticking and grinding
The last gear off its base....
Chorus 2 [2:12]
In your face we will place
A case full of mace
Now embrace the chase
We will race and we'll trace
The last moment
Where we chose to erase
The f*cking mental illness we chose to efface

Verse 5 [2:20]
Now I’m going f*cking crazy
Ain't nobody that can save me
What have I been doing lately
Getting high on the daily
Feeling hard and f*cking scaley
Mind thinking ornately
I'd appreciate it really greatly if you'd f*cking let me
Be myself, even if I hate me
In the end what makes me
Who I am, is this brain that will be what finally breaks me

Bridge 1 [2:42]
Can I finally bring an end to all these f*cking moments
Of Panic
PTSD, and Manic
Spells that are hell

Bridge 2 [2:47]
Frantic levels of reaching Atlantis
Hypnosis evolving to Amylodoisis
Destroying your kidneys before diagnosis
Finding out now that your hope
Is nothing now but forever hopeless