Surviving [Overdose(d) Pt. 2] lyrics

Verse 1 [0:20]
Every single second
Every breath I'm taking
Every other lesson
Every death I'm facing
Since I was a child, I've been surviving
And been climbing, off the f*cking hills I'm dying
Off the rhyme and just here wasting time
Until the drug hits its peak and I go blind
And drain my spine that is now the biggest sign
Now I fall and I stall
And my body shakes
Organs failing, in a f*cking seizure state
Now I break and quake
On the ground I think that it is now too late
I've gone too far and I've sealed my fate
Now I wake up, thinking what the f*ck just happened to me?
Doped out, shaken up indefinitely
Will I ever learn a lesson
From a seizure and depression
Will this lack of comprehension
Just kill me
Or will I need an intervention
Or an even harsher lesson
To stop this self-deception
Get away from the rejection
And go down a new direction
And gain a new intention
Before I f*cking die, from this OVERDOSE
Pre-Chorus [1:11]
Chromosomes, Split apart
Left alone with no home
X and Y Genetics identified as sexless
Give the credit to the epidemic of destroying our pharmacokinetics
Turning your friendships into checklists
Added with hysterics
Hallucinating from a mix of morphine and lidocaine
To stop the pain
All it made a storm of f*cking acid rain, stirring up your brain

Chorus [1:30]
Every single second mother f*ckers will be killing themselves
Even worse, I'm just killing myself
I'm at the point where I need a spell
Or some motherf*cking help to get out of this hell
But they can't just stop this boat
This ship has already sailed
I will overdose and I will comatose
It is too late
I have motherf*cking failed

Verse 2 [1:50]
Oh f*ck there's a guy on the ground
Not making a sound, everybody now panics
And circles around
I am seizing and crying
They are all just dying
And then my heart just stops from trying
Not even intervention
Or go through a bigger lesson
Until I get a transplant, and i experience rejection
Or 4 grams of acetametophen
There is no medicine
That will help revive him
Yet you still sit by his side
But the amount of dope in his system cannot be resisted
His mouth is broke and twisted
Get Up...
Get Up...
Get Up...
GET UP...
Stand Up...
Right Now...
Get Up...
GET UP...
UGH...

Pre-Chorus [2:42]
Chromosomes, Split apart
Left alone with no home
X and Y Genetics identified as sexless
Give the credit to the epidemic of destroying our pharmacokinetics
Turning your friendships into checklists
Added with hysterics
Hallucinating from a mix of morphine and lidocaine
To stop the pain
All it made a storm of f*cking acid rain, stirring up your brain

Chorus x2 [3:01]
Every single second mother f*ckers will be killing themselves
Even worse, I'm just killing myself
I'm at the point where I need a spell
Or some motherf*cking help to get out of this hell
But they can't just stop this boat
This ship has already sailed
I will overdose and I will comatose
It is too late
I have motherf*cking failed