Manipulation (Addictive Cycles) lyrics

(Intro I)
Starting at the age of 5
His addictive tendencies were worsened
By Bi-Polar Type 1
When given high doses of Amphetamines
He would begin to create the delusion of stability
When the stimulants and the psychoactive drugs took hold
The stability faded, and he became jaded....

(Verse 1)
NOW WE MUST STOP!

The cycle before I 'come psycho
The rifle is loaded, my chakras еxploded
And I'm your disciple, burning a bible
In front of your idol
Makе you feel spiteful
And slightly intense by the rhymes
That I write then they give you
The rightful grip of a vice
Squeezing you out of those tightening spaces
With a frightening piece of advice
And you will recite
And spend all of your nights
With a straw so far up your nose
You will know when you begin to lose your control
Now let's f*cking go
Before I say no
And find a way to get me more blow
Or any stimulant until I'm delirious
Lose my own instrument then it gets serious
Then I get impedance lose all the implements
Of everything that is played out in increments
This is mysterious
Time to experience
A moment where you're not so curious
I'm f*cking tired with weariness
From sentence to period
From cell to bacteria
From health to diphtheria
Live through this hell, all to get sent to Siberia

(Chorus)
Manipulation, it is second nature
Lack of hydration with no nomenclature
And the fixation on self-mutation
Make an inflation of your stagnation

(Bridge)
Later, at the age of 14, he was taken off of his medications as they were causing him to feel no emotional response. Began experimenting with Cocaine and Ecstasy, then upgraded to Psychedelics until he developed Psychosis, Post-Traumatic Stress, Delusions and even Manic Depression

(Verse 2)
Breaking the habit
It feels just so fabulous
Like you've been stabbed
And then taken and grabbed
And shoved in a locker
Like you was a stalker
Making them feel just awkward
From what you have offered
You took from their honor
You do need a doctor, or someone to proctor
When you split and go off the rocker
So you can move onward
And never be bothered
(Chorus)
Manipulation, it is second nature
Lack of hydration with no nomenclature
And the fixation on self-mutation
Make an inflation of your stagnation

(Outro)
This cycle continued until the age of 29, starting with eliminating Alcohol, Psychedelics, Stimulants, then finally Cannabis. The 4 demons that consumed his life for 24 years are finally put to rest, but in the end...it's for the best