Struggles lyrics

(Intro)
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't
Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't
Maybe you'll divorce at 40
Maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either
Your choices are half chance
So are everybody else's

(VERSE 1)
Let me tell you about those long nights
Constantly losing the fight
To my self-defense mechanisms
Building up an aneurysm
Caught up by a catalyst full of masochistic еgotism
Like an analyst finding him some cannabis
Then gеts lost into symbolism
Falling from a further schism
Giving up his activism
With a thought to stop the pain that he brought
From the pessimism
Doesn’t get the mechanism
Of the heroism that will be brought with hypnotism
Then get locked into a prism
Losing all your altruism
Through a simple aphorism
Give into your narcissism
In this world of fetishism
But your lack of optimism
And your constant skepticism
Teared apart your mannerism
What am I here to do today?
To sing a song, or just get paid?
Now I just fade away
As I get more laid
Down to the ground
Where nobody else could be found
And where no one will be around
It’s like you can’t even hear a sound
But I’m to bound to pound
The crowned with a thousand pounds
Of force that will put you in remorse
And of course I’ll enforce
The source with a course that I will endorse
Then you’ll take a Porsche
Or should I say a Porsche
As a portrait in Georgia
A portion of course will take a gorgeous chorus
Now you can feel the aura
(CHORUS) x2
So we struggle really bad right now
We really want to feel, but can’t right now
You can fully recover, I will ask you how
Because every single day I feel I drown right down

(VERSE 2)
Have you gone through a struggle
Wishing all just for a cuddle
Or a mutter or a word to be spoken
Of love, and the feeling of watching a dove
Fly with pride in the sky
That will make you feel shy
For being just a guy who all but buys
Their love, like a slave to the market
Ripped right up like a carpet or carcass
After a week of harvest
The targets have started
To starve out their kids
With a lid that hid them from the government
When they were found, all they were was suffering
The stuttering and sputtering was really covering
The bloodiness and hungriness
Of their last experience
No longer a mysterious case
Just a hideous, delirious place with a sense of weariness
It’s curious how serious the bacteria can spread
Breaking your resilience
You no longer meet the criteria
You are now finished period
Because of inexperience
All you did was get so furious
Taking all your purity destroying curiosity
And then it all occurred to me
You’re taking all your thoughts from me
An impossible endeavor
You need to stop and get better
Before it takes control and you just let go
Please for the love of God, just let go
No more time for the show, or the clones or the drones
That will never atone for the lives that they blow
And take right out of the flow
And take right out of the flow
(CHORUS) x2
So we struggle really bad right now
We really want to feel, but can’t right now
You can fully recover, I will ask you how
Because every single day I feel I drown right down

(Outro)
Don't waste your time on jealousy
Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind
The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself