Love Myself lyrics

Get in my mode and cut the lights off and get in my head
I know I cut a couple guys off that wanna see me dead
[? 0:25] tell them n*ggas f*ck me, boy, "Watch what you saying"
I know you telling n*ggas, "f*ck me," just glad you ain't tell
You know they freed most of the guys, they need to free Lil Kel
They hit my uncle with a dime, he locked up in the fed
My brother sleeping on the mat but I know he miss his bed
And I know this ho I f*cked ain't right for me, I miss her head
They caught Polo with a chest shot, wish they hit his leg
Been taking drugs all my life, sometimes I miss my meds
And I come from a small block but I wеnt far as hell
And I just bought another Rolex, [? 0:49] wеnt Cartier
[? 0:51] thoughts be running through my head, yah
[? 0:54] pillow talking 'fore I get you killed, yah
I was locked up in a box, now I'm back from the dead, yah
Can't be coming from the opps but I know how to play, yeah
I don't give a f*ck about no plea, it ain't no coppin'
And I know I be doing wrong but I still talk to God
Trey say I gotta move different, I show you a star
But I don't give a f*ck about this fame, 'bout you, I shoot it up
It's like I'm knowing who all wit' me but I don't know who to trust
Know I got sh*t to jeopardize but who gon' go to war?
And I know this ho ain't right for me but she still show me love
And I be stressing on these [? 1:18], just pour me up
Know I'm the one my people need but who gon' help me up?
And I do this sh*t here out of love, you ain't gotta give me nothing
I was locked up in the cell and asked the plug to pay my bond
I don't care how big I get, swear I forever want somethin'
Still going through real problems, how I'ma be the one?
Still tryna learn to love myself, feel like I'm needing love
I let real pain down my pores, where I'm bleeding form
And I feel when I'm making music, only thing that keep me on
It keep me on
Pour my heart out, n*gga, it be dark out here
And when it's war time, you can't even record out here
And if I love you, I'll give you all my help