Be The Best lyrics

Intro:
I’m just tryna be the best that I could be
You ain’t gotta see it

Chorus:
And I’m just tryna be the best
But it get hard with all these problems on my chest
Ain’t tryna leave, but it be better if I’m dead
I go missing, I’m just leveling my head
And mama I been in the streets
Before I wake, I told god to give some peace
Ain’t tryna go, but it be better if I leave
I’m tired of pain love
This sh*t hurt me when I bleed ah

Verse 1:
And I been tryna keep it real
Ain’t no fighting
U know da sh*t will get you killеd dawg
Full body and I’m deep off in the field raw
Throw away sh*t, I just need sometimе to heal off ahh
n*ggas said I wouldn’t get to where I’m at
And be the biggest I could be
Swear I go hard I’m from east side
Cause life it ain’t no reviving
I hold it all in
So I can’t talk, I rather be quiet
Because I’m in the street
sh*t that don’t mean, sometime I don’t be crying
I hold my head still, I’m here still
These shooters they risked they life for me
Can’t be killed
Why I feel I ain’t got no life for me?
I feel demon
But I go hard, I’m still here
Let me know, if I fall would u go
Working on my craft, I’m in the lab
I ain’t been f****** hoes
Let em go nah nah
No more falling in love
I been balling Chris Paul
Hardly can’t even get hard
Life been so hard
Chorus:

And I’m just tryna be the best
But it get hard with all these problems on my chest
Ain’t tryna leave, but it be better if I’m dead (if I’m dead)
I go missing, I’m just leveling my head
And mama I been in the streets
Before I wake, I told god to give some peace
Ain’t tryna go, but it be better if I leave
I’m tired of pain love
This sh*t hurt me when I bleed ah
And I’m just tryna keep it real