Inner Peacer & Other Lies lyrics
by MARINA
Control is kryptonite
uncertainty a parasite
Nothing surprises me anymore
Life feels like
a flat black river
unmoving and unclear
In unnatural ways
I spoke to Marcela on
Zoom the other day
Said "I hold myself hostage
to my to-do lists"
Underneath compulsion
lies a quest for balance
as a prize, a dog-eared
lotto ticket for
inner peace & other lies
Because the source of
the disorder has always
been on my inside
A gnawing fear bad things
will happen if I stop
holding on so tight