essence lyrics

[Intro]
(I f*cking hate Oryx)

[Chorus]
When I stare across the room
All I see is visions of you
All the time coming back and I'm too sad
Shoulda thought it was back in tune
I lost my essence, a long time ago [?]
Wish that I had someone that I could talk to
But I know I'll never make it through

[Verse]
Why would I give a f*ck about a hater?
Don't got time to see you later
I know I got this much paper
Glowing up like a skyscraper
[?]
[?]
Had to get some new swag, 'cause the old worn out
Gotta remember that [?]
Burning can f*ck up my vision, vomit out my mouth
My world is spinning, things [?]

[Bridge]
But I [?]
But I heard the consequence
I'm just waiting for [?]
[Chorus]
When I stare across the room
All I see is visions of you
All the time coming back and I'm too sad
Shoulda thought it was back in tune
I lost my essence, a long time ago [?]
Wish that I had someone that I could talk to
But I know I'll never make it through

[Outro: Tobey Maguire]
I missed the part where that's my problem