to love you lyrics

Seeking solace, salvation
Materialize what's only representation
I thought myself sick over symbols of you
Petrified on the north side, searching for clues
Keep having dreams that you forgive me
And we lay, I try to keep you from disappearing
And I hear your laugh so clearly
And I feel your hands tangibly

Draw me into quarters, one fourth of the truth
Claw machine, my softness' not enough to evade you
I know that you were going through hell
I was strung along unconscious
You weren't by yourself

And then there were three, but I knew it this timе
I found myself outvoted, four versеs, two eyes
When you moved my hand, I felt my world apart
When I spit it out, you screamed and cried in my arms

"Maybe we're both victims of an unseen hand
They kept pushing us back together again"
And I'd bite and bite hard while it was feeding me filth
And you just watched in silence, I succ*mbed to the guilt

I just wanted to love you
I just wanted to love you
I just wanted to love you
I just wanted to love you
Seeking solace, salvation
Materialize what's only representation
I thought myself sick over symbols of you
Petrified on the north side