playing sick lyrics
by June Henry
It's on me
I'm playing sick
Please take care
But you're not equipped
I don't know why I feign the fever
Please don't leave, I try to get better
I still cough and scoff
When you bring me the wrong medicine
Knowing that it wasn't what I needed to begin with
Playing dead just makes them bury you
And try to move on with their life
I don't know why I expect a f*ckin' Ouija board
So I can cryptically communicate the lie
Playing dead just makes them bury me
And I get p*ssеd waking up mouth full of dirt
I just play dead, I feel the circling
Do I want a lover or a vulturе?
Crying that I'm scrapped
While I'm running to the shredder
Crying that they left
When I showed them to the door
Crying to myself
That I could treat them better
When I don't know if I feel love or anger more
It's on me
I'm playing sick
Please take care
But you're not equipped