TheseWallsAreMyOnlyFriends lyrics

[Chorus]
I lose my f*cking mind, every single time
I'm digging my own grave, I don't even go outside
Obsessing about the lies, can't put that sh*t behind
Can't get up out my bed, I don't know if I can try, yeah

My heart been feeling so cold, yeah, I've been feeling so alone
Got people all on my phone but it don't ever fill the hole
I'm stuck looking at my screen, wondering what I mean
Can't get this feeling out, if I did, it's cutting deep, yeah

[Verse]
Them pills done f*cked me up, now I can't feel enough
I'm laying in my grave like I'm scared of feeling love
I can't control emotions, I'm wondering where the hope is
I waste time f*cking scrolling, it's getting hard to focus

I tell myself I'm better dead, I don't know
I'm asking if I'm better yet, I don't know
It's like I'm stuck inside a cycle, Devil go where I go
Only time I'm feeling peace of mind is when my eyes closed
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Putting these words in my brain, making me go insane
Four walls closing in, only thing, feeling my pain
I've been living in manic, motivated by panic
Devil horns, I'm damaged, too much, can't manage
Eyes closed, got my head spinning round-round-round
I don't wanna feel like this right now
Eyes closed, got my head spinning round-round-round
I don't wanna wake up if I'm just a let down

(Eyes closed, got my head spinning round-round-round)
(I don't wanna feel like this right now)
(Eyes closed, got my head spinning round-round-round)
(I don't wanna wake up)

[Chorus]
I lose my f*cking mind, every single time
I'm digging my own grave, I don't even go outside
Obsessing about the lies, can't put that sh*t behind
Can't get up out my bed, I don't know if I can try, yeah

My heart been feeling so cold, yeah, I've been feeling so alone
Got people all on my phone but it don't ever fill the hole
I'm stuck looking at my screen, wondering what I mean
Can't get this feeling out, if I did, it's cutting deep, yeah