Suicide Hotline (Monoxide Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1: Violent J & Shaggy 2 Dope]
It ain't no point to me wakin' up
Everybody's time I'm takin' up (No)
I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near
I can't stay here and it's colder there (Where?)
I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt
I slice my wrists and it's gonna squirt (Oh)
For me, everybody holds a hate
I get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake
It's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive
Bustin' at myself and I'm tryin' to survive (Oh)
I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down
And I ain't got many home boys comin' around (No?)
You don't understand, so don't say you do (Oh yes I do)
I swear I'll put a motherf*ckin' slug in you (Now now)
I'm the only one, the lonely one
At home alone, loadin' a gun thinkin' why not?

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Why not? I'll tell you why not, okay?
Okay, you have feelings inside your head, okay?
I understand that, feelings lead to depression
When you have depression, you have a lonely void inside of your heart
Okay? And your heart means everything to the world, okay?

[Verse 2 Violent J & Shaggy 2 Dope]
I got court comin' up, I stole'd a truck
I got a b*tch pregnant and I'm broke as f*ck
I wanna get high but I got p*ss test (Well)
I'm always first name on top of the sh*t list (No)
Get this, the Witch has made my chest
It's permanent nightly visiting nest (What?)
It ain't no clothes that I look good in
I'm the motherf*ckin' big red train that couldn't
I got no family, I stole they sh*t (Okay)
Restraining orders and I still won't quit
I hit rock bottom, and then I fell in a hole
And then I fell through the floor of that hole some more
I been missing for a year, nobody's lookin' (I am)
I got beat down and my sh*t tooken (Oh)
I look ahead and all I see is more of the same
Or this self-inflicted bullet hole pourin' my brain
[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Okay, now I understand that you're in pain, okay?
I understand everything you're going through
I've been there myself, okay?
Now, your pain is my pain, alright?
And I feel your pain, and I wanna be your friend
Just me and you, friends

[Verse 3: Violent J & Shaggy 2 Dope]
I dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel (What?)
The dreams are gettin' serious, think I'm in trouble (Oh my)
I don't hold memory for more than an hour
I'm tired as f*ck and I'm drained of power
I ain't half way there and I'm all outta time
I'm like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine (Oh no)
I been around the world but no place is home
I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome
I'm butt naked, I been jackin' off gettin' drunk
It's my last hours alive, who gives a f*ck? (Me)
It don't matter (No?), I'm doin' this sh*t in the garage
Tryin' to make it easier for them to clean my head splaage
This b*tch I loved, I hope she finds me
Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me (Wait, wait)
I'm 'bout to do it (*beep*)
Can you hold for a second? (Wait a min-)
[Violent J + Girl]
Hello?
(Hey, what's up?)
Where you at?
(Right down the street)
With who?
(My girl Shannon, we were wonderin' if we could stop by)
Well sh*t, yeah, come on by
(Really?)
Yeah..hey hey hey hey
(I know, bring some blunts alright)
(*chuckle*) Alright, bye