Nothing to Lose lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sittin' in my cell, this brick and bar hell
Dreamin' of the days of murder and locked in cartel
Drive bys, date rapes and weight like bar bells
I slit my girls throat dumped in McCart's well
Oh well, it's what i thought at the time
Cause in my own mind, it didn't like a crime
It seemed to be fine, all it was, was good times
Shoot a b*tch, snort a line at the drop of a dime
Matter of fact the local mob was my first job
It's kinda easy when you killin' to rob
At least I wasn't sittin' home being a slob
I got up off my ass started climbin' to the top
They callin' me a demon and I'm asking how can I be
I know I got a heart, just lack of humanity
But now my sanity is something I ain't seen in a while
Sittin' on death row, this is my green mile

[Hook]
Locked up ain't where I wanna be
Confined in my mind is like a prison to me
Since birth had nothin' to choose
I'm on the run with a gun with nothin' to lose
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[Verse 2]
Childhood is the blame, poverty stricken
Acid defacs in the mix and watch the plot thicken
I was sick of being poor, sick of just living
Sick of depression and that trailor park prison
That mama had me struckin' and where was my dad
I think that he forgot about the son that he had
So the chances of survival were none to slim
And mama keeps saying I remind her of him
So if I'm just like my dad then I'm going to be broke
Pulled a kick door, stabed my neighbour in the throat
I set off on my journey to see what I could find
I watched scarface and knew the world was mine
As far back as I recall I was fearless
But now my death is near and it's clear that I fear this
I know that satan is waitin'
And I ain't found heaven
So I put my salvation in this chrome Mac 11
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[Verse 3]
It's about that time, I hear 'em comin down the line
My cell door slides and I'm hopin' that it will bind
I gotta make my move, it's the needle of death
About to shoot me in my veins till I take my last breath
Cold sweat breads bubble up, I can't stop shakin'
I gotta do something, keep thinkin', thinkin', thinkin'
I'm gonna die either way, nothing to lose
I look him dead in the eye then I make my move
I kicked the guard in the sternum, not a second to wait
The strenght from my adrenaline caved his chest plate
I hit the next guard in the face with my shackles
Paint the walls dark red with blood and bone spackle
Knocked the next off the C block balcony
I snatched a tazer gun, home free I'm about to be
Made a run for the door, I didin't look back
I got shot in the back of my head and...

(What the f*ck!? Did you get him?
Back up! Check his pulse!
Is he dead?
Brandy, get over here, we need some help!
What happened?
Just move!
C'mon, alright, backup!
sh*t! Son of a b*tch!
He just... He just jumped up!)
[Hook]
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