Suicidal songs lyrics

All my suicidal songs are true
Wanna shoot my sh*t, through and through
Nothing matters anyway
If i'm happy, still feel pain
At the end of the day
And i'm so f*cked
Don't know what to do
I just sit inside
Dying in my room
It's been this way for a while
Guess i'm used to it by now
It's getting late, i can't smile
Guess lay down & die
Guess lay down & cry
I guess lay down just fry
And throw up in my bed
I guess lay down & die
I guess lay down & cry
I guess lay down just fry
And throw up in my bed
Woah
Woah
Woah