last september lyrics

[Hook: jack404]
Thinking about us last September
Try to forget but I still remember
Heart so cold like the days in December
Thought we had a spark but you couldn't make an ember
Paralyze my breath and pull me under
She hurt me bad but I still love her
Moon comes out, it's growing colder
Every day I'm growing older

[Verse 1: jack404 & Genichris]
Daydreaming all the time, girl what's your star sign
You by my side, thinking I can make the stars mine
Moonlight shine bright on the night sky
I tried, but I couldn't be a nice guy
Faultlines split hairs, knowing that thе fault's mine
Fault's mine
Lookin back on my old life
Honеy, I changed
I can stand for my own right
Cuz I'm tired of blank phone lines
You could never make me happy
I gotta say goodbye

[Hook: jack404]
Thinking about us last September
Try to forget but I still remember
Heart so cold like the days in December
Thought we had a spark but you couldn't make an ember
Paralyze my breath and pull me under
She hurt me bad but I still love her
Moon comes out, it's growing colder
Every day I'm growing older
[Verse 2: Genichris]
Lookin back, I don't regret walking away
I regret not leaving sooner
And letting you have your say
For just a single f*cking second longer
Gave you time of day
And you took root
That's all it f*cking takes
I was addicted, that's why I forgave
The sh*t you did
I took it as me not being good enough
And I took the hit
Wish I never took the hit
My self-esteem still hasn't bounced back
So when I sit with her, I think
Do I deserve this happiness
I battle insecurity like every damn day
And man, this doubt's a b*tch
I couldn't live without you, it's
A problem I'm about to fix
I gotta stand strong
Without the scars from our bouts and listen
To my inner self again
Look
Cuz I don't regret walking away
I just regret ever walking in
To your crooked gaze
And honestly, I wish I could just
Say goodbye, not give you time of day
But in my heart, you're always gonna be a plague
[Bridge: jack404]
I'm chasing a ghost from my past
You and I, I thought we could last
Mistakes in my mind
I'm chasing a past life
I know that it's not right
Last September you broke me
Remember the times you'd hold me