So I guess I finally know what shame is all about, but I won't repent because I've got nothing I can stand to say out loud. It's a part of me that I could live without but I want what I want so now the only thing that's left to do is..
Count the cost of all my sins, let it multiply my fears and doubts. I will never fall in love again, but I think that I can do without...
In the end, it all comes down to what you need and what you have. In the end, it's like a joke that makes you wince when you should laugh. I guess it's sad to want somebody who will never want you back. In the end, it isn't living if you're living in the past
I want what I want and I will take what you give... but now I'm walking back to my car, tired and lonely from guarding my heart. I want you to mean more, but I know what it meant...Now I am walking home, and I am walking alone