as*h*leholic lyrics

Boy I'm an as*h*leholic
I only love you if you're an as*h*le
I only need you if you're an as*h*le
Then you're all mine

I been down this road way too many times met you at a party
Hit you like a tidal wave, baby you were swept away
Straight into the sun barrel of a gun yeah I saw the signs red flags waving high
Oh yeah

I know you need me madly that's why I feel so badly
See you standing there strong and sweet
I know this sh*t hurts loving me
I know this sh*t hurts, loving me

But boy I'm an as*h*leholic
I only love you if you're an as*h*le
I only need you if you're an as*h*le
Then you're all mine
Yeah boy I'm an as*h*leholic
If you give me good love
If you give me real love
Then I'm saying goodbye

I don't wanna die waste away my life
Yeah I know that I'm
So a di*k ted
This ain't heroine no amphetamine no hallucinogen no coccaine
Every little scrap eat it like a rat
Yeah I pay the price therapy be like
Is it really everything you wanted?
I used to dream when I was young
I'd be with somebody so kind and strong
I used to wish on these stars
He'd come and light up life in the dark

Now he's finally here
I been acting weird texting with my ex underneath the bed
Why am I such a di*k? maybe this is it
My only shot at real hap-p*nis
But boy I'm an as*h*leholic
I only love you if you're an as*h*le
I only need you if you're an as*h*le
Then you're all mine
Yeah boy I'm an as*h*leholic
If you give me good love
If you give me real love
Then I'm saying goodbye