Alone in My Head lyrics

[Chorus]
Alone in my head, alone in real life cuz my homies are dead
My brodie come home and I throw him some bread
They can't endeavor the sh*t that I been through when I used to sleep on the floor in the shed
I was in jail thinking my life was just set up to fail
Think I’m the only one keepin' it real
Don't keep that sh*t in, let me know how you feel
Imma just deal with the pressures of life, the depression feel like I got weight on my back
Hard to get sleep when your enеmies creepin’ and watchin' for police when you chasin' thеm racks
I tell the Devil get off me whenever he cross me, I promise the lord got my soul
I got a problem with not lettin' go, of things in the past and the things that are gone

[Verse]
I used to drown in Patron, I was at the bottom of the liquor bottle way too often
Too late for talkin', don't need these mother f*ckers in my life, nah
That's the way I'm rockin’, that’s real
Y'all want the smoke? Well let me know the deal
Imma just ride ’til this b*tch got no wheels
Homicide in my eyes, the sh*t that I'm scarred from never could heal
I could count my blessings, I could feel the evil that be all in my presence
Where were these people when I was doing my sentence?
Now I'm known as the mother f*ckin menace
They hate when I get it but even more when I spend it
I just wanna win some, I done lost back to back to back to back again
And I ain't going out like that, or maybe I’m just bein' punished for my sins
Who will I offend next? Try to live a grand card on life, 10x
That can never happen on the Xanax
Locked up dawg, ain't nobody write my at the Annex. Nah
b*tch stop playin' with a beast, I eats, better yet, I feast
Far from a rap when I'm after the cheese
Don't like how she act? Throw her back to the streets, "Peace!"
Hustle boulevard tactics, a whole lifetime full of practice
Money stuffed in the mattress, I rebel with a passion
How I find time for fashion?
They got high hopes of catchin' me lackin', y'all come in this b*tch and I'm blastin'
I'm gone take respect, I'm not askin'
Live through so much sh*t that y'all haven't
[Chorus]
Alone in my head, alone in real life cuz my homies are dead
My brodie come home and I throw him some bread
They can't endeavor the sh*t that I been through when I used to sleep on the floor in the shed
I was in jail thinking my life was just set up to fail
Think I'm the only one keepin' it real
Don't keep that sh*t in, let me know how you feel
Imma just deal with the pressures of life, the depression feel like I got weight on my back
Hard to get sleep when your enemies creepin' and watchin' for police when you chasin' them racks
I tell the Devil get off me whenever he cross me, I promise the lord got my soul
I got a problem with not lettin' go, of things in the past and the things that are gone