​my head pt1 lyrics

[Intro]
(cy4ne)

[Verse 1]
Running from these thoughts
What's in my head
It’s been too long now
I find a way out
But I'm never there
Make it alright now
Horizon is rising
The sunset is falling
I can't escape my head
I’m lost in it all
f*cking lost in it all
Lost in it all
Feel I've been ten f*cking people now
I don't even who the f*ck I am
I don't even know what to think or how
Just hiding in my bed 'til I come down
Yet the feeling never ends
I know I'm f*cked up, and I f*ck it all up
I'm just so lost, want some f*cking drugs

[Bridge]
Softly fell in love again
I think I'd trade my f*cking head
And in a way you’re in it
I want your love
Until the very end
[Verse 2]
Yeah, but I’m so f*cking sorry
I don't even know how the f*ck to act
I wish I could hold you, make you feel safe
But I need to feel safe again
Baby, just keep your heart from me
When I can’t even seem to breathe
And you can just hide away all day
Don't wanna see all that pain anyway
I just wanna hideaway
f*ck that, I wanna disappear today
I can't even feel my f*cking face
But when I'm on your body rubbing you know I feel that way
I don’t know, I don't know
It's getting to my head and I think that I'ma blow
So close, so close, think