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Too late for the other side
Caught in a race, 95 to life
VERSE 01:
I don't think I understand the pain I feel each day
Maybe if I had acted right to her, sh*t wouldn't be this way
But I've already wasted over half my life
I swear I would lay down and die for you, f*cking cry for her
Feeling pain, sh*t, I took you for granted, took your heart and ran it
Straight into the cement, I made myself hurt, I can no longer stand it
Now your love for me has gone away, I'mma take control of this relationship
Return it, and I ain't gonna give this one all away, goddammit
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you be lonely
So can you please hear me out, this much you owe me
You gave up your life, totally devoted to me and you stayed
Faithful all the way, Is this how you f*cking get repaid
Look at all this mess, skinny joggers, go to class in a shame
I'm never in a rush to call you back, I won't break my neck
Not even once did I give you nothing less than perfectness
And I know that I ended something and I have nothing left
But I always treated you like a staircase, you chose to f*ckin step
And you won't ever bring me back, so please hold your f*ckin breath
I know how it feels, yeah, funny, I neglected you
I did you a favor, though, your spirit free I've set
But there's a special place for you in my heart that I've kept, It's unfornate but it's
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VERSE 02:
'' I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to mold myself in half
Til I snap, you think your loyal?, all you do is yap!
How can you put me on the side, I thought our love was more than that
Don't I give you enough of my time, you don't think so, do you
Jealous when I spent time with the girls, why I'm constricted to you still
Man I don't know, but tonite I'm walkin out the door
I'm leaving you; go f*ck someone else and make em nameless
And take away their heart like you did to me!
Treat em like you ain't need em and they ain't worthy of you
Feed em the same sh*t you made me eat, I'm moving on, f*ck you!
Oh, now I'm special? Oh? I ain't feel special when I was wit chu!
All I ever felt was this, hopelessness, always felt this helplessness
Chew me up and spit me out, I fell for this so many times it's hideous
And now your left with this, I left you in a abyss
But in my sickness and addiction, you're as addictive as they get
Evil as they come, vindictive as they make em
My friends keep asking me why I can't walk away from
I'm addicted to this pain, this stress, this drama, I'm drawn to this sh*t
I guess I'm a mess, cursed and blessed
But this time I ain't changing my mind, I'm running away from this mess
But you're screamin as I walk out that I'll be missed
But when you spoke of people who meant the most to you, you left me off your list
f*ck you, Breon!, I left you, my life sentence is served and it's just''
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